yesterday, I used a male masturbation toy, which I ordered online from an ebay, just when I received it, without washing or cleaning it. it was in just a plastic bag. after I finished, thoughts became chasing me if I could have got infected with a disease such as HIV. What if someone has used it before me, I mean I can not really trust those websites. I can not stop thinking of it and I do not know what to do. should I take an HIV test or what?
I feel very stupid because of what I have done and I really regret it.
Can you help me with and answer please.
I would really appreciate your help because I am going crazy, I can not concentrate on my study, I can not think of anything except for this stupid sex toy.