When I was 13, i suffered from severe anorexia for about 1 year and an half. I stop being on my period, i almost didnt ate and my BMI was far below the normal one. When I was 14, i started drinking regularly (3-5 times a week) for almost 1 year and a half too. In this laps of time, i also took a lot of codeine and dxm at recreational doses (about 20-25 times). Now, I am a little bit under 17, i eat normally and drink only on occasion, but it seems like i cant remember a lots of part of what happens. For example, i wont remember what i just said in a conversation with someone, or i will forget completely some parts of a show where i went, even if i was completely sober. when i try to think to remember what i am saying in a conversation, i turn super awkward and i cant tell anything because i dont know what to say anymore. i searched a little bit on the internet, and i found that amnesia can be caused by malnutrition and drinking, and the symptoms kind of fit with mines. am i amnesic?what is wrong with me? what can i do?