Hello.myself kanchan chourasia.I am 23 year old,I live in Indore and i am doing BDS .I am in Final year. In the year 2007 i came to know that i have OCD.that time i used to check my books regularly as i was scarred if any of them got misplaced then what will i do. then i had thoughts that if my mom or dad will die then what will happen.i took treatment and councelling also.gradually i was fine.2 years back i met a boy,he was very supporting and motivating to me,i fell in love with him.but he is not gudluking.In these 2 years i was living happily with him.i told my mom also about him.she also likes him very much because of his nature.but in sometimes i used to think about his looks,but that was not much disturbing to me.but now since last 1 month continuosly this thought is creating anxiety to me that he is not goodluking,what my relatives and others will say on our marriage.also he is from Varanasi.this also disturbs me that varanasi is backward city,how will i live there.also i keep thinking that i really love him or not then i try to confirm by asking questions to myself or him to get sure about this. this really creating anxiety within me. i tried to breakup with him but i am unable to do that.i don't want to think all this about him.i searched on internet ,ifound that it is something related to ROCD.is it true?If yes ,then am i also have the same?plz help