Im not been well for years iv had many diagnoses iv been thru a lot of trauma, abuse neglect, molestation, I don t live in the past but I know these things have effected my brain. I am a believer therefore Christ has been my strength Iv been on disability for over 10 yrs because my conditions , anxiety, bipolar , ADD and I have a lot of health problem fibromyalgia arthritis . my meds have changed so much that I have often just stopped because nothing has ever helped me. Iv gained 20 pounds in two months, im 42 years old and im so fatigued I have to drag my self to do anything , my meds have changed once more and today I feel plum crazy. im also coming cold turkey off lyrica and brentellix. and I have been put on Adderall 20mg 2 x daily. I do fill more alert but I feel like im on a roller coaster. my main complaint is the fatigue, depression and my mind will not shut down till im plum exhausted and finally go to sleep , I wake up all thru the night, I don t have the energy to even maintain personal grooming , which makes me more depressed.