Dear Welcome to HCM We understand your concerns I went through your details. I suggest you not to worry much. Masturbation is not an unhealthy practice unless you overdo it or become anxious about you over do it. Another psychological aspect is sexual obsession. I think you fit in the third perspective. You are obsessed with masturbation. Any obsession can be overcome with the help of diversion. If you can concentrate on something more important, like job, family, outing, rigorous exercise etc, you may not have time and energy left for masturbation. Of course you need will power to do this. Cultivate these habits. If you require more of my help in this aspect, Please post a direct question to me in this website. Make sure that you include every minute details possible. I shall prescribe the needed psychotherapy techniques which should help you cure your condition further. Hope this answers your query. Available for further clarifications. Good luck.