I have had every kind of hallucination that exists. Every day almost all day and night most days. Some days not as bad as others. I have had several different psychiatrists in the same company including therapists that do not believe me. In the state hospital my doctor gave me the meds I needed but after getting out my meds have changed. I have been taken off of the only med that helped. Resulting in worsening psychotic episodes. I was on geodon higher dose than normally allowed but it worked for me until I had been on it for a couple years. I am thinking of self medicating but that only helps for a short time before it makes things worse. What should I do?