I’m a virgin. My boyfriend and I were fooling around- I had underwear on, he didn’t. We were “grinding”. I’m not sure if my underwear got moved to the side, but he pushed against me, more so into my butt. I don’t know if there was skin to skin contact. it didn’t hurt, so I assume there wasn’t any penetration (since i am a virgin, and Jumbo tampons are uncomfortable, im assuming a penis would be too). I’m fairly certain there was no fluid on his penis at the time, and I moved away immediately. I finished my last period about 3 or 4 days before this. I’m aware that there is always a possibility of sperm making its way in, but how worried should I be?
I am ashamed of myself for being so careless. I have made a point to not have sex until I am 18. I will be 18 in 4 months. This would hurt my family deeply, and I am freaking out.