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the last few years ive been feeling bad and guilty about things i did about 15 years ago, i used to be on drugs and i would meet young women usually 18-22 and i would take them home and pretty much use them and now looking back do some nasty things, just for giving them cocaine anything i wanted. what i feel guilty about is i would be so high i wouldnt use condoms and alot of them begged me to and i told them no. i was crazy high and i got turned on to the point i wanted to get them pregnant. there was so many to the best i know i know at least 9 or 10 of them got pregnant and im sure if any of them are mine but the time they delivered and as much sex as i had with them its pretty safe to say i got them pregnant. i have no idea how many most i never saw again and to be honest there could be alot more. anyway i wanted to ask if i should try to get in contact or just leave them alone and did drugs make me that wild and careless. ty for your help and ive never told anyone about my past and the women never said anything
yes drugs affect your overall brain functioning pretty badly . it changes the way we think, the way we behave , intensity of anger increases, it may you more disinhibited , your control on your behaviour decreases. whatever you did was due to your addiction of drugs .drugs made you do it. its great that now you quit them and started living sober. dont blame yourself more as a wise person said hate the bad habits not the person. move ahead in your life.
Ok, you do know there are ways of ending pregancies don't you ? If you cannot move on from the past except to meet them then that's the answer but it is likely to bring up a lot of problems
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yes drugs affect your overall brain functioning pretty badly . it changes the way we think, the way we behave , intensity of anger increases, it may you more disinhibited , your control on your behaviour decreases. whatever you did was due to your addiction of drugs .drugs made you do it. its great that now you quit them and started living sober. dont blame yourself more as a wise person said hate the bad habits not the person. move ahead in your life.