hello, I m Pam, 49 years old, recently got out of the hospital. diagnosis are COPD (I quit smoking!!!!), hypertension, depression, chronic back pain (osteoarthritis, bulging disc, and the pads between vertebrae are deteriorating), obstructive sleep apena (c-pap and nebulizer). Now that I have all this going on I m having anxiety and panic attacks. I refuse to take valuim and zanax. I m a recovering alcoholic. what do you suggest I take for the depression and anxiety?, I m on no meds for sleeplessness or depression. I fear not being able to breath, and I go into panic attacks, the EMS say 10-20 min episodes. Heart rate is about 90-100, bp is 130/60, respiration are 50 per minute. scary! I am on meds for hypertension.