Dear Welcome to HCM We understand your concerns I went through your details. I suggest you not to worry much. I suggest you not to over read into the symptoms and tag or diagnose self. Self diagnosis is dangerous practice. You are emotional. For sure. You are emotional because of some issues between you and your boyfriend. Due to those issues, you become emotional and obsessive in thoughts. Obsessive thoughts make you disoriented and you are under manic behavior. The basic is always the issues . What are they? If you are able to solve those issues, such behavior can be avoid for the time being. But still you need to learn not to behave in that way in the future. Experience shall teach you. Talk to your boy friend or consult a psychological counselor. If you require more of my help in this aspect, Please post a direct question to me in this website. Make sure that you include every minute details possible. I shall prescribe some psychotherapy techniques which should help you cure your condition further. Hope this answers your query. Available for further clarifications. Good luck.