Dear
Welcome to HCM
We understand your concerns
I went through your details. I suggest you not to worry much. The idea about
schizophrenia is wrongly interpreted here. You had been given with medications which gave you cure and you must also remember that even without medicines, you did well for a long period before and after marriage. Only you did it and you should get self confidence from those experiences.
Let me assure you, your problem is treatable and curable. Studies all over the world shows that mental disorders can be cured with a combination of psychiatric medicines and
psychotherapy. In your case,
behavioral therapy and rational emotive therapy shall be useful.
For the start of psychotherapy procedure,
Step 1 - Practice Deep and full breathing whenever possible
Step 2 - Drink plenty of water and fruit juices.
Step 3 - A Tomato a day keeps
anxiety at bay
Step 4 - Exercise regularly
Start these and follow strictly. After 7 days Please post a direct question to me in this website. Make sure that you include every minute details possible. I shall prescribe some psychotherapy techniques which should help you cure your condition further.
Hope this answers your query. Available for further clarifications.
Good luck.