Hello,
Thanks for asking your query at health care magic.
I understand your concern. I am Dr Alok Sinha, MD Psychiatry from India. I will try to help you with best of my effort.
As you revealed that you are being treated for Panic Disorder and at the same time you are self medicating with a psycho stimulating drug Adderal for a self diagnosed mental illness.
Firstly I should educate you a little about psychiatric diagnosis. If diagnosing a mental illness would have been so easy then every person would have diagnose himself/herself with a psychiatric illness of own choice. It is not so, kindly leave this job to experts in the field. Please don't ever think of starting or changing a dose of the medicine yourself.
Secondly the drug Adderal is a kind of strong psycho-stimulant drug with great abuse potential and serious side effect. It produces in mind a false sense of well being and increased confidence for a short period of time. The initial effects of this drug is so pleasuring that person wants to repeatedly use it to have the same experience again & again and finally gets addicted to it. If a person can’t get the drug, he/she may have withdrawal discomfort in the form of
restlessness,
anxiety, sadness,
lethargy, generalized weakness, inability to enjoy pleasurable things,
depression and
suicidal ideation.
Persons abusing this drug are also known to have panic attacks frequently. Usually abuser use this drug before going for sexual activity (for heighten their pleasure). Hence they often experience the episodes of panic attack at the time of sex soon after taking the drug. Apparently you are experiencing the same symptoms.
I humbly request you to have belief in your physician and get treated for panic disorder. Also honestly told them that you have been abusing Adderal and seriously want to get rid of this nasty habit forming drug.
Thirdly I humbly take this opportunity to tell you that the drug
Paroxetine and pexcep CR are the same and treatment of panic disorder can take care of
premature ejaculation also.
Finally I advise you to have faith in doctors and to take advantage of their expertise.
Hope it answers your query. I wish you all the best.