Respected Anita, hi sorry to hear about your issue.
Seems this relates to similar name known to me suffering from Lymes!!
Anyway Dear trying to narrate certain things which might help you to some extent.
* No medicines are going to work except your inner boosting and strength
with will power to come back to normal pace in life.
* God has sent you on this earth with specific work which you have to fulfill
to your best in anyway.
* You are highly educated, use your brain in more creativity.
* Quit tobacco of every form including any drugs you are consuming, again
your inner will is only going you to take out through this no one else.
* Nothing is permanent in life, CHANGE IS THE NATURE OF THE NATURE.
* Try to do concentraion exercises and
YOGA for 30-30 min daily
authentically will help you tremendously .
* Talking with a special person having high level of weightage in life matters
a lot for coming out in many conditions.
* Listen to classical Indian music for long soothing .
* Look the world with someone else`s vision having innumerable vivid colors
irrespective of the any dam situation.
* I know writing is easy and employing in life is toughest but with some
experience in personal life I can convey you it`s not impossible.
* Lastly giving single word " BE POSITIVE"
Hope dear this gives you some source of any remote help from India
Thanks Regards
Bye Take care
Praying for your fast speedy recovery and better healthier life ahead.
Would love to assist for any future health related issues.