My entire spine causes sugnfinice pain, my joints feel like achy raw flesh. I hurt 24 7 and ready to give up. I am a burden on my family and Christmas will be much merrier without me, I sit in tears most of the time begging for the strength to end it all, am very dipressed, my doctors just go with the flow they don t get it. If I die I will no longer be in pain-that is my thought process, my wife could be happy with someone who isn t riddled with pain. She deserves better!