Hi, I wanted to ask a doctor, I m having trouble lifting up myself. A few months ago, like around February, I decided to give myself, some relief, n I was thinking about trying a new method while I was doing it. I heard that you could stretch it n make it supposedly longe and or wider. Now I thought okay, I m happy with my size, but I thought stretching it wouldn t hurt as well. So I put my hands around the middle n tip of the gland. And started just doing my thing. I stretch, stroke and do whatever felt good at that time. I decided to go faster, n in the process I felt like something got pulled n stretched out. Now my erections are weaker, the gland doesn t inflate like it used to, I used to have an upper curve to my dick, now its gone and goes straight. When I get myself in the mood, I ll get a semi erect, but the left side of my shaft feels flat and the right side feels pumped. Like it has its round part there, but on the left is completely soft, not rounded. While I m in that semi mood, I ll feel around the shaft n it feels like the membrane got broken, because now I can t feel nothing from the top of my gland to the middle of my shaft. My balls hang to low, or in my opinion they do. It feels like my left nut is also missing because they feel separated from on each other. And what I don t like the most is that through out the day I would sometimes get a boner just out of the blue, now an days since February, it feels like as if I have nothing there. I m scared please help