I have been struggling with drug addiction since I was 13 I am now 23. I have used cocaine, weed, painkillers, ecstasy. I have been clean for 35 days. Since I got clean I have been very suicidal. I had a plan to kill myself yesterday but my friend called the cops and they stopped me. In the past little bit I have been seeing shadow people, they are people who wear a black cloak and they laugh at me. I also hear voices I cant tell what they are saying. And people are after me, they want to kill me, i can hear them coming for me. I am scared. I hear a person breathing really deep right behind me. it sounds like a man. I am really paranoid. I have demons inside of me i can feel them. This is REAL! im so SERIOUS this is NO JOKE. i need help i need to know what is wrong with me. I am 5 foot 2 and i weigh around 145 I am a female. please help me in any way you can. thank you