It hasn t been recent but on 2 different occasions when I was with 2 different guys The one guy was rubbing his penis on my vagina, I do believe I was wet, not sure about pre cum, but he never penetrated. Am I at risk for that at all? The second guy did the same and he always put his penis head right near my whole and was trying to penetrate but I told him no cuz he did not have a condom, but he penis was right at the whole. Any risk for that? I am only really worried about this guy because after this I had found out he was married and cut of all communication with him and when he wife was telling me she s like don t worry you weren t the first one he s cheated with, so it just scares me a little bit, especially since I didn t/don t know his status. Also I had an STD, which was treated and no longer there and a year ago my doctor found cervical displaysia, which I m still dealing with. Any risk because of me having that? I m asking this because my primary doctor gave me lab work to get done and put an hiv test on it and I ve been freaking out ever since. I liteally just woke up because I had a dream that it came out positive and now I m terrified to go do it.