Dear Welcome to HCM We understand your concerns I went through your details. I suggest you not to worry much. Obsessive compulsive disorer is being compulsive towards something obsessive. Obsessive thinking leads to compulsive behavior. You shall get every symptoms if look up in google. But Don t get carried away. Differential diagnosis is very much important in psychology. Only an experienced psychologist / psychitrist can diagnose correctly and therefore, I request you to consult a psychologist / psychiatrist. If you still need my help, please describe the whole problem in detail and post a direct question to me. I shall definitely help you with psychotherapy techniques to over come your problems. Hope this answers your query. Available for further clarifications. Good luck.