hi greetings...
as per the information provided by you have little odd and eccentric thoughts, but behaviour is within normal limits as per the information provided by you...
generally videos or movies will be pictured to gain the attention of the audience and all that is shown in videos or movies need not be true
it's very delightful to know that you are showing love towards your relatives and kids...
if you were to be really psychopathic then you might have behaved abnormally even towards your relatives and kids...
spend time with your friends, go for a movie, exercise 2 to 3 times per week, go for a morning walk daily...
if you still get this type of abnormal thoughts it's better you write it down in a book as and when you get this thoughts which released you from
anxiety and makes you feel better..
chronic anxiety might also lead to these type of thoughts...
Good luck for your future endeavours...
open sold your query and feel free to ask any further thank you...
have a nice day