I have been taking antidepressants for almost 10 years because of pannick attacks, i graually stopped them recently, thr last one was almost 6 weeks ago. I had wothdraw symptoms but got better. I was afraid to have pannick attacks in the beggining, but gradually lost the fear of getting in the car/ buses, amd was happy because my sex drive improved as well as i lost weight after i stopped the tablets. I was takig citalopram. But about a week ago i started feeling dizzy and like i was going to faint in the bus, and i get really anxious like im going to die or faint, or the bus is going to crash. And i just hate leaving the house, i am also really irritated and snnapping easily. And i got really paranoid thinkig that im going to have a pannick attack so bad i will end up killing myself in fear of the pannick attack,., its probably not going to happen, but im terrifies of the tought. How to i get this to stop? Is it related to the tablets? Wiill i ever be able to stay off them?? I wanna get pregnant and dont wanna be taking them tablets anymore