I have had three very healthy pregnancies and I am 38 and was 18 weeks and went for a gender ultrasound to find no heart beat, i was induced 3 times, lost a lot of blood, had to have 2 transfusions, and to top it off the ob found a mass on my cervix which was miraculously removed with the delivery. All i keep hearing is he came for a reason, to save you, blah blah blah i want to know what happened!!!!! Can you give me any medical reasoning?