Hi, i totally confused. i dont really know what is wrong or right. i mean i did not sleep wel because i just cant stop thinking. i went to the gym 4/5 times in week. i dont have any appetite whatsoever. i hardly eat. i know i suppose to eat more than 5 times because of my work out routine. but i just cant eat. maybe once or twice of amount of food. i m continuously feel depression. because i moved a new place and sure i have homesickness. and to be honest sometimes i do believe that being on this earth was not my choice and i came this world against my will. so i dont give a honeywaffle if commit suicide or not. then i think about my dad (the best dad ever) and my mom. i dont know what i do. any good advice would be truely appreciated. thanks.... yours lonelyboy