In the past five years I have been diagnosed with ADHD and Trichatillomania. I also show signs if compulsive eating and compulsive lying. The compulsive lying has burned bridges with all the members of my family, and even though my mother is a psychiatrist she hates me and will not help in any way or refer me to her colleagues. Even though I know I brought this upon myself, it still hurts to have the members of my family say I m self-centered and have no conscience . I am sick of being a dishonest, untrustworthy person. I have low self-esteem as well, and often hate myself. I would go out on a limb and say I had Borderline Personality Disorder. I show many of the symptoms including the feeling of emptiness and extreme mood swings. What do you say?