Dear Welcome to HCM We understand your concerns I went through your details. I suggest you not to worry much. You are just 12 and possibly you cannot have depression and other related symptoms. I suggest you not to presume. You are having the dissatisfaction and laziness which are caused by the treatment you are undergoing. Any prolonged treatment makes young people a bit bored and lazy, which in turn affect their thought process. Such condition is temporary. Laziness brings on fatigue and bad mood and irritation. Don t worry. Understand your treatment and do not give any importance to it. Concentrate on your studies and be active. Please post a direct question to me in this website. Make sure that you include every minute details possible. I shall prescribe some psychotherapy techniques which should help you cure your condition. Hope this answers your query. Available for further clarifications. Good luck.