im 27 weeks pregnant, 2 years ago i lost my first child to cot death, during this pregnancy ive started to get to a point in my mind where i think im paranoid i think people want me to have this baby for them, i think people dont want me to have the baby they want the baby, like people are watching me everyhing i do trying to point out any reasons they can to make me feel like a useless mother, im scared that people are trying to take away my baby. whats wrong with me?