What Causes Memory Loss Along With Dizziness And Depression?

Out of no where I started feeling out of it, detached from reality, short term memory loss, when I walk or do something it’s like I never did. I don’t recognize my voice I don’t even feel like I know what I am doing. I am really dizzy and very emotional I feel like I’m present but not all there I feel like I’ve dug so deep in a hole that I’ll never get back to normal like I was. This isint the first time this has happened but this is by far the worst. I don’t feel like anything is real like I’m in a dream I have a lot of confusion, unwanted thoughts, delirium, and really tired and I’ve had panic attacks because I feel it won’t ever go away. I lost my sense of self and I’m not aware of my surroundings. My family says I’m acting fine but I don’t feel fine. I was pretty stressed out pretty bad before all this happened and it is the time of the month. I just feel like I’m dumbfounded and delurious. My vision is blurry and hearing is off and ringing and buzzing I’m scared that everything will be black and I’ll just be living and not knowing. If that makes any sense. I think my anxiety is really getting the best of me my mind just races and I’m having bad dreams and I have no one to really cuddle at night when it gets bad. I’m fearful it’s ruining my life. I feel like I’m going insane and crazy and loosing it and that I’m psychotic. I feel everything I do is in a haze. I’m trying to go to school and work and when I try to get excited about I feel like it’s not real that I’m stuck in la la land and it’s affecting everything. Can someone please help me all I’ve done is cry and I feel crazy my heart is racing. What is this? Will I go back to normal? It’s been almost a month. I’m so sad what do I do. I was fine before all this happened, am I crazy or just overwhelmed