Dear Welcome to HCM We understand your concerns I went through your details. I suggest you not to worry much. From the symptoms you mentioned here, you seems like health anxious and obsessive towards health conscious thinking. You worry about everything related to health and that makes you totally low in confidence. You need to talk to a psychological counselor / psychologist. Clear your health related doubts. Second you consult a physician and check your vitals to be sure that you have no physical problem. Once everything is clear, believe in your doctor and stop worrying. Concentrate on your career and job at hand and love and let loved. If you require more of my help in this aspect, Please post a direct question to me in this website. Make sure that you include every minute details possible. I shall prescribe the needed psychotherapy techniques which should help you cure your condition further. Hope this answers your query. Available for further clarifications. Good luck.