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Why Do I Hate Small Children Considering My Son Committed Suicide?
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I have a secret more than 35 years. I had a very abusive partner, I had a son who commited suiciede 19 years ago, she was 20 tat time. I am living in a good 2. marriage more than 30 years ago, but I am a very confused person. I was treated by psychiatriac for 13 years and I am still on medication.
My secret is really shemfull because the normal woman likes kids. I am not. I love animals I fostered so many and rescued them. I fell love emotion patient with them, but if I see a small child I hate them. I fell anger when they laughing I hate their vulnable , I feel I can hit them . The smaller the child the hatred is worst. I never ever b abysit any child in my life because I feel I can not control my hatred with them.
I wanted to stop these feeling but I don't know how. I will see doctor again soon , but I really scared tell him this. I never ever told this anyone. Can you help me?
I have a secret more than 35 years. I had a very abusive partner, I had a son who commited suiciede 19 years ago, she was 20 tat time. I am living in a good 2. marriage more than 30 years ago, but I am a very confused person. I was treated by psychiatriac for 13 years and I am still on medication.
My secret is really shemfull because the normal woman likes kids. I am not. I love animals I fostered so many and rescued them. I fell love emotion patient with them, but if I see a small child I hate them. I fell anger when they laughing I hate their vulnable , I feel I can hit them . The smaller the child the hatred is worst. I never ever b abysit any child in my life because I feel I can not control my hatred with them.
I wanted to stop these feeling but I don't know how. I will see doctor again soon , but I really scared tell him this. I never ever told this anyone. Can you help me?
Mon, 24 Feb 2014
Thanks for query.hatred for children is called misopedia.most of the psychiatric illness have treatment .so go a head and speak to your psychiatrist. don't be afraid of telling him.privacy will be assured.regards
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hello,
> i'am not a psychiatrist but still i can help you as a health care provider.
> i have seen people with such altered behavior, who under pain and stressful situations and due to some past incidents show hatred for some group like some hate men, some hate old people.
> finding love and satisfying yourself is what makes you happy.
> you find love in animals and their liberty, that's good you found an alternative.
> keep busy in the things which makes you happy and anytime from now when you come across kid please do not remember any past incident which makes you sad or angry.
> and don't feel shy to share your complaints with your treating psychiatrist and help him treat you well.
don't worry your doctor will not reveal any of your personal things with anyone including your family and his colleagues. feel free to express your feeling..
hope this will help you to some extent..
take care
> i'am not a psychiatrist but still i can help you as a health care provider.
> i have seen people with such altered behavior, who under pain and stressful situations and due to some past incidents show hatred for some group like some hate men, some hate old people.
> finding love and satisfying yourself is what makes you happy.
> you find love in animals and their liberty, that's good you found an alternative.
> keep busy in the things which makes you happy and anytime from now when you come across kid please do not remember any past incident which makes you sad or angry.
> and don't feel shy to share your complaints with your treating psychiatrist and help him treat you well.
don't worry your doctor will not reveal any of your personal things with anyone including your family and his colleagues. feel free to express your feeling..
hope this will help you to some extent..
take care
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