Does Depression Cause Night Terrors And Suicidal Thoughts?
The symptoms are part of depression.
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I can understand your concern. You were subjected to significant emotional and physical traumas which resulted in development of panic attacks and probably depression symptoms. The thoughts of suicide, lack of trust, debilitating panic attacks etc are part of depression.
If you failed to get benefit from Diazepam then you can talk with your doctor to add some other antidepressants and anti anxiety drugs. SSRI drugs like Fluoxetine, Paroxetine, Sertraline etc can be used to get relief from the symptoms you have. The drugs will help in improving the symptoms and you will definitely improve in functioning.
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You are welcome to ask follow up doubts.
Try to suppress the intrusive thoughts.
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You are not contacting men since past 23 years so I don't think there is any need to remain tensed. You will be able to control yourself in coming times too. The fear that you might not lose yourself or you might develop HIV are due to anxiety only.
Try to ignore these thoughts. How can you lose yourself when you are avoiding men since last 23 years. The fear will go by own. Try to suppress the intrusive thoughts you have.
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