Question: I was diagnosed with anxiety and depression two years ago was treated with fluoxetine, zepam and modafinil. was of the treatment after 6 months. but got disturbed due to some issues at carrier front. since then i am getting treated for depression and border line personality with quitipine 25 , lithoril 400 twice and prodep 10 in morning since 1.5 years. i was given cbt too. in between i got married and my wife left due to some disputes regarding my medical condition. but i stood up to the situation. i am in teaching profession at graduation level and highly admired by my students.i get anxious some times and depressed, but i get out of it .i have been a scholar since childhood and had anxiety. but my doctors says that he is not sure my treatment will get over. i had panicked when my wife left me this year after a month of marriage. but i had informed about my situation. i am able to live my life to the fullest. i read books by XXXXXXX XXXXXXX and it helped me a great deal. quitipiene is causing excessive sleeping. i sleep for 9 hours. initially i thought it might be due to depression. but i dont feel any . i teach with great enthusiasm. never get angry. no reckless behavior. i treat everyone around with respect. i exercise daily for 1 hour in gym. i am not sure if i have borderline personality or not. because after my wife left i never troubled her ,no calls ,no blaming . can you please suggest, if the medication is correct or not.should i continue with it? i dont want to be trapped for lifetime. there has to be some solution. some tests? because psychiatric issues are still taboo and that is troubling my family. my marriage got ended. i am also planning to visit dr. XXXXXXX from XXXXXXX will he be able to add some new view to my problem?

Previous history of the same issue:
Anxiety depression, misdiagnosed wit h ocd once without any significant reason

Current medications:
Yes quitipne 25 mg at night , prodeep 10 mg in morning, lithoril 400 mg twice since 1.5 years

Lab tests performed:
Rorschach Test

i was in severe depression at the start of my treatment. i used to panic and cry in pressurised conditions or negative results. i was almost on bed rest.due to modafiline i became more active and that treatment was stopped by my new doctor.so the mania was induced due to drugs. when i ask my doctor what exactly i have he says some traits of borderline with anxiety and depression. but i read a lot about borderline and i dont feel like i have those symptoms. during treatment i got married to a girl after 1.5 year of relationship. she knew i had anxiety and depression issues. but after my marriage in december 2014 she started reacting weird. and left me saying that she cant live with a mad person. though i was normal. she has filed a case of fraud against me. on behalf of my medicine she is claiming that i have bipolar disorder and cant be cured. i am not a person who can have a peaceful relationship.that my future generation will be affected too. but on the other hand i am stable as i told earlier i am into teaching profession. and every one respects me as i behave very nicely with everyone and fully dedicated towards my work. right now also i am working efficiently after the tragedy. i do work out in gym, trekking. i am a poet. just that i am sensitive towards people around me. i care for them. because i lost my younger sister when i was 8 years old in accident. it affected me lot. so i am confused that when this will end. my inlaws are in IAS service and they just want to destroy me as they think i committed a big fraud. i belong to a middle class family and only child of my parents.