Suggest Treatment For Severe Pain While On Medication

Question : I take medicine for fithing years pain kilers I'm addicted I take pain killers sedan Bromasepan tredural
I become conditined my salf to this; I din't know but I'm adicted for a long time I hade three sirjurys and big part of my medical problem was solbe but when I start to stop the medicine i relyse I encounter a second big problem to me this bicome more critical gets to be more intense lokc my salf in many forms I'm not the sim I been in a trend of disorientation forgat what I'm doing in a second, coordination is lost simpol thing I can organize my brain disconnect my immediate thinking in a midall of a conversation I top and trying to remember what I was about to say, high levels of unssaity nor frequent difficult to flow conversation in second forget what i was train to flow some days are more persistent them others I don't know what dessition to take what to do?