Question: This isn't really a question, but I'm nearly 100% sure that I have Sociopathy/Anti-Social Personality Disorder, all I really need is the diagnosis. I guess if I had to choose a question, it'd be, "What now?"

Well, I took a few pseudo-tests online on Sociopathy/ASPD because I had been suspicious for quite some time that I did indeed have a disorder, and as I read the traits of a sociopath, it shocked me at how creepily accurate the descriptions were. I think the first time it really hit me that I had a disorder is when my dad passed away last March, and I should have cried and mourned, but I felt nothing. I just... didn't care, as terrible as that sounds. I found myself crying not because I wanted to, but because I had to in order to fool everyone around me and make it look sincere. I find myself always lying effortlessly and without guilt or remorse for hurting other people in the process. I almost find a sort of amusement in it. I always pretend to be someone I'm not so people don't see through me. It's the oddest thing but I find it pleasurable to befriend people and watch them begin to trust me and get attached to me even though I don't feel the same way. Toying with someones emotions and manipulating them for my own personal gain has been something I've always done, ever since I was a small child.

I honestly don't think anything needs to be done about as it isn't interfering with my integration as a member of society, and it's not really affecting anyone other than myself, but it would be nice to have the diagnosis so I can be 100% sure of what I'm dealing with here.