What Causes Auditory Hallucinations?
He still cares about you but is also ill
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You are right, he may be looking for XXXXXXX from your side but at the same time he may find excessive XXXXXXX disturbing. We can't predict course of his illness. Now you are accepting that he cares about you and this is right. He cares about you and this may be the reason of his distancing from yourself because probably he is having hallucinations which might be directing him for homicidal ideas.
You can pass this time only by accepting that he is ill and need treatment. Try to accept both things that he cares about you and he also lacks insight. He is not real and this is the reason for his bad behaviour. If you want to mail him then as per my opinion don't mail him before 3 weeks. This will give him some time and he should feel and realise your absence. Try to understand this. Try to spend your time in doing constructive things, he will surely improve.
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Utilise your skills in helping others
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As he is unpredictable in his behaviour any attempt to suggest him medicines or psychiatrist can be considered as bad. But if there is option of some common friend or if your daughter could suggest him for medicines then it would be better. As his main symptoms are positive psychotic symptoms he would respond to medicines with good outcome.
You have done a course of counselling then try to utilise your skills of counselling. Try to help others if possible and this would minimise your suffering. This would also keep yourself busy and you will feel better. Your son and daughter are really supportive and they care about you. Try to keep yourself engaged with them. Improvement in your mood will improve your general health.
Commonly used antipsychotic drugs are considered safe and even if an individual have one functioning kidney, medicines can be given. So if by any means he become ready to take medicines, there would be no risk.
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Try to develop new interests if possible
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As presently you are not feeling good and have devastated feeling so you are not feeling like getting out of bed. But GOD had made our brain and body to adapt to pain. With passage of time intensity of any pain or trauma decreases. Yes it is difficult because you couldn't contact XXXXXXX but at least you have thoughts to help him. Let's rely on natural course of illness and expect some improvement in his delusions with time. Try to develop new interests if possible, this would surely help you. If counselling is not possible then other option is, continue to learn Hebrew.
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Don't loose your hope
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Talking about your trauma will help to remove conflict. This will help you to relive some traumatic events and this really helps by increasing tolerance to anxiety. Talking will lighten your mood.
Repeated traumas to your life have resulted in these negative feelings and lack of desire of living. Please try to appreciate what you have and continue to try for XXXXXXX Trying to forget him would do no good and this is not a right option as per my opinion.
It depends upon Psychiatrist or therapist that what is good for you. As per my opinion you should try, and should not move back. This would help you to find new hope and other option may worsen your situation only.
Just to sum up, please realise that he is ill and is not aware of his actions. Keep your optimism alive and pray for his recovery.
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