Hi, my name is Jada and I would like to know if I have any potential to have Bipolar disorder. I feel on top of the world sometimes, like nothing can bring me down and like I can do everything and other times I feel absolutely terrible, I literally hate myself so much that all I want to do is die. I also have constant vivid nightmares and I ve had sleep paralysis twice. This has been happening for quite some time and I m not sure what to make of it. Oh and I have extreme paranoia, sometimes I even think I see things that aren t there because I m so freaked out for no reason. I just need answers. Please help me.