Dear Welcome to HCM We understand your concerns I went through your details. I suggest you not to worry much. I suggest you not to take any psychotic drugs without the prescription of a psychiatrist. Self diagnosis and self treatment are dangerous. Time and again it has been proven that medicines alone cannot cure anxiety and depression. You should know the reason for these two and proper psychotherapy techniques and behavior therapy techniques should help you much. Anxiety and depression are due to wrong thought pattern. Thoughts are there to come and that is the duty of the brain. let the thoughts come. You need to divert the thoughts to more priority ones. Means be busy and divert thoughts. Relaxation and meditation plays an important role in controlling anxiety and depression. Plenty of water, oxygen and exercise most important. For more psychotherapy techniques, You can post a direct question to me in this website. Include every detail as much as you can. I shall prescribe some psychotherapy techniques to control your condition. I am sure that the techniques should be a success. Hope this answers your query. Available for further clarifications. Good luck.