Hello,
Welcome to Health Care Magic.
I understand your concern.
Here I am not going to give you any lecture about you alcohol habits. You are well aware that you have strong craving for alcohol and you need to drink on daily basis. A
psychiatrist does not treat
alcoholism rather he treats a person. Our first concern is to motivate the person to accept that he needs to change the habit of drinking and to cut a regular need of alcohol to get things going in life.
In second step we give education about the various metabolic and harmful effect of alcohol on body, mind, social relationship, occupation and finance.
Finally when the person shows motivation about quitting alcohol, we extend our help in the form of de-addiction therapy,
psychotherapy and anticraving drugs.
In your case as you say you are aware of your problem, you claim to know enough about the various effects of alcohol on body and mind. But will you mind educating you little more?
Alcohol first and foremost act on brain even before liver and cardiovascular system (as you experience effects on brain in the form of euphoria, dis-inhibition, sedation etc soon after consuming alcohol). Alcohol is a potent neurotoxic substance which causes neuronal damage even at smallest amount. Researchers have proved that chronic alcohol intake may cause “atherosclerosis” in arteries leading to
heart attack, kidney failure, stroke or TIA as in your case. If a person consumes alcohol in substantial amount for more than 10 years, it causes several mental illnesses like
psychosis,
depression, anxiety and panic disorders.
The symptoms you are suffering at present like frequent periodic extreme anxiety of short duration,
palpitation, pounding heart, shivering, sweating, breathlessness and insomnia at night point towards possible withdrawal effects (due to which you might have resorted to relief pattern of drinking) and onset of panic disorder because of prolonged alcohol use.
Definitely at this point of time you do not need lecture, but actual help from a good psychiatrist who may help you to find out a better life without alcohol.
I wish you all the best.