Hello I'm an 18 year old male and have been suffering from a left varicoscele since the age of 15, now it has progressed to both sides, so my balls hangs or snugs really tight to my body and rarely or never hangs throughout the day. However I also have a dent on the lower middle right of my penis with slight pain that comes and gos and is noticeable when flaccid and semi erect however it disappears when fully erect. I use to masturbate a lot in my pre teens so I was thinking I injured it a long time ago and it never fully healed properly. But when I cut back on masturbating for half a week or 3 days my balls start to hang and the dent kinda subsides and there's rarely any pain near the dent and my penis seems to look fuller. But right after I masturbate and ejaculate everything seems to come back. I just want to know what's wrong and what do I do to make it better. Thanks