Hello let me Introuduce myself Im Lovre Im 19 from Croatia(Balkans) and I have never been in relationship. I KINDA never had a feelings to be in a relationship its like 50/50(I wanted and didnt want). Trough my highschool I never had a friend(I only have one,one is enough).I only liked to look at girls,but not talk to them and other classmates because I get INSTANT nervous and start to stutter when someone try"s to talk with me, and Im not good at talking im like a baby I dont talk that mutch,see Im happy when I play videogames and when im alone thats what makes me happy.One time my father asked me why I dont go out with my friend for a drink,I sad that I dont feel like it(like always trying to avoid to socialize) and he replied that all I do is play videogames 24/7 and stay in my room.I never had intentions to date but I HAVE the thing is I dont feel comfortable around big crowd like pubs and drinking areas where girls are,I always have those toughts in my head that everyone will laugh at me and that people are staring at me,I dont know is that my brain telling me or my imagination,and one thing forgot to mention I drink medicine against siezures but I didnt had siezures since 2009 and the medicine is Topamine(Topamax Day25g/Night50g) so please can you give me any advice how to get better and escape this Prison cell of kinda-depression and my-forced-lonliness.Thank you kind sir.