Hi! I need to know if taking my medicine for my epilepsy is actually helping me or hurting me? I had gone without it for about 10 years and had to go back on it due to stress after my father passed away and than my husband turned on me and has decided that he really doesn't want to be a part of my life after 39 years at the time was 37 years and I started having seizures daily again. Also the line of work I was in was putting lots of stress on my life and I lost my job to boot. Now I have nothing to look forward to. No one to grow old with our kids are gone and I have no reason to go on. I have a good job but not enough to live on alone I dont want to be alone I still love my husband. He is a diabetic, He had a heart attack just before he started acting this way. everyone tells me he is acting like this due to his heart attack. But I am afraid its to late and NO ONe will answer me I need help or I will just give up my meds