Hi, i dont know how to start this i will try to tell everything my name is mohit amd i am studying masters past few days are one of the worst days of my life on april 27 i got a news from my family that my grandmother was admitted in hospital,they lied to me that she was alright i was not able to go home because of my exams starting from may 7 and they got finished on may 17 and i was rushed back home hoping my grandmother was alright but as soon as i came home on may 18 i got to know that my grandmother died on may 8 and i was not informed because of my exams and i was searching for my father until i got to know he too died on may 17 of cardiac arrest at first i though i was dreaming slowly i got to realise that everything was real and i was not able to take that all since then i dont know whats happening to me i was happy sometimes sad sometimes,sucidal thoughts dont know what to do please help me I answer your health question? Please type your question here...