Hi,im Eve. Sorry for my bad english, but i hope you'll understand me. Im a girl from Lithuania. And i really need a help, cause all the mess in my relashionship with partner just killing me from the inside. So let's begin. I have a boyfriend and we are in a relashionship about 1,5 years. I found it out that my boyfriend is watching a porn movies. Its a quite simple and i guess a bit stupid problem couse many couples have the same problem. I know about mans biology, that a mans sexuality is a different than women... But the main problem is the porn movies started to kill our relashionship and my atraction to a boyfriend. I dont feel confident as a women, im feeling angry, i even hate him a little bit, when i want to have sex then he's not in to it, cause hes all day long was waching the porn movies. He started to lie, cause we talked about my feeling and about this problem about 4-5 times, he said that he will change, that he will never watch it again, but he started to clear all the internet search history. And i started to feel addicted from cheching him non stop,every day. This is horrible. I dont know how to deal with myself and with him. How to change everything, i dont think that he understands my feelings if he's still doing the same. Also hes looking at girl friends on the facebook, at a real persons not at a porn stars, and all the time hes looking at the same girls. OMG what a mess in my head. I know this is not the worlds end, but still. I dont want to have sex with him because of it. Sorry for a bad grammar again.