I live in Bangalore. I'm 39, male and work in an MNC. I am suffering from
Depression for many years, probably since 1991 but definitely noticed it and sought help in 1996 from AIIMS, Delhi. Besides feeling sad and very low ALL the time, I feel so weak and exhausted ALL the time. I am also suffering from very poor memory and high anxiety. I'm taking Bupron150 off and on although I'm supposed to take it everyday. My poor memory, postponing required actions and practically no ability to organize has made me look very inefficient and unreliable at work. I think about suicide but won't do it since I have 2 very small children but this mental and physical suffering is unbearable now. Pls help if you can.