Hello,welcome to HCM!
I understand your concerns.Some advices that I can give to you are:
-Get social support. The more you cultivate your social connections, the more protected you are from
depression.
-Don’t rely on medications alone, if you are taking medications.
-Learn as much as you can about your depression.
-Lifestyle changes can treat depression
-Exercise. Regular exercise can be as effective at treating depression as medication.
-Nutrition. Eating well is important for both your physical and mental health.
-Sleep. Sleep has a strong effect on mood.
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Stress reduction. Make changes in your life to help manage and reduce stress.
-Finding a therapist to treat your depression
Hope my answer was helpful,if you have any other questions I'll be glad to help you. Thanks!