Hello doctor.my self mama ,23 year old female n married .I have been suffering from insomania since 2014. So due to lack of sleep my day is so worst ,dizzy in my thought.i m always busy in thinking all shits lyk how to kill myself .I strongly believe any article given in Google whatever I do browse.m just addicted to tat one.i feel lyk there is no meaning to life n to stay alive.but I m fearful to kill myself.i m very well mannered with everyone instead of my husband .He is a gud guy but not mature enough to be a husband.so there is an imbalance betwn my expectation n his responsibility .we are married since Nov 2015..Imy behaviour is worst towards him.