I am now a 57 year old female, I suffered a stroke 18 years ago which has left me partially physically disabled, chronically tired and with an extremely poor memory. I lost the 2 jobs that I had and cannot get AND KEEP another. Consequently i have no conversation no social group, nothing interesting or enjoyable in my life. I do nothing well, and I do mean NOTHING. I have NO self esteem, and it is this, I assume that makes me socially undesirable, and ripe for bullying. My feeling is that you must be or do something well that society needs, appreciates or admires to be able to develop good self esteem. So what can I do when I am not capable ofdoing anything well