hi.. i have read your concern...
i feel that this is not a
depression because it is related to your mental obsession with your girl friend and the most distressing thing for u is u are not able to understand her behavior.. so it mostly
adjustment disorder with predominant depressive or anxious mood.. but the treatment for this symptoms are similar to that of depression or
anxiety disorder..
because it is more of related to stress, arising from your affection and love to one particular person, i feel that u shud go to a psychotherapist and ask for help..it will help u in coping with your thoughts, anxiety and depressed feelings...
the medications i would like to suggest u are as following:
tablet. prodep [20 mg] in the morning after breakfast
tablet.
clonazepam [
klonopin 0.25 mg] twice daily
if u have problem with your sleep like in initiation or maintenance of the sleep, then u can take tablet.
zolpidem [10 mg] at bed time..
the medications u are taking will help u but they are in a low dose..and spectra is not a good drug, it has more side effects..so u can take the meds i ve prescribed...
so take meds and consult a psychotherapist, explain your problems and attend regular sessions for
counselling..
i hope u ll find this advice helpful.. best luck...