Dear Welcome to HCM We understand your concerns I went through your details. I suggest you not to worry much. Postpartum psychosis (or puerperal psychosis) is a term that covers a group of mental illnesses with the sudden onset of psychotic symptoms following childbirth. Your doctor should know how to treat you in such a case. But, in my opinion, there is no reason you have to worry about. Postpartum psychosis is a common affair affecting at least 50 percent of the women population after child birth. In almost 100% of the cases, the symptoms diminish or vanish within 6 months. Your love and affection towards your child, activity, interest in rearing the child etc shall bring positive changes in you and you shall overcome these symptoms for sure. Stop worrying about it. Look after your child well. If you require more of my help in this aspect, Please post a direct question to me in this website. Make sure that you include every minute details possible. I shall prescribe some psychotherapy techniques which should help you cure your condition further. Hope this answers your query. Available for further clarifications. Good luck.