How To Manage The Pains After Undergoing Several Surgeries?

wow im new too computer didn t know I could talk too a real doctor.sence 1-5-12 tell now iv had 8 surgerys theres been stich a few times was homless and I allways protected m y wife and ladys I been with live in north Dakota for 3 yras and they had me on Norco 5mg,10mg.I hurt my back in 1999 and ive went out my drivers window anr friend went throw windshield.my lawer and I proved it not my faulit.my daughter car seat got crush.my car was gone.I tell u this because I came home too be with my 74 yr old dad.we are getting along so good.and I never had that.he work and after my grandma died I went too shit my dad said im a grunt.I was 7-1-08 I applied forssi did nwhat I was told my lawer was the best. don t know why im telling u the lasat part of my life now and why me and my father didn t see eye to eye.this has took me so long too write this I chiken pick.well my body a wreck and I do have a bad mental healyh problem.3 yrs on all types of pain killers I was on in north Dakota but ilived 104 mile round trip 104 miles.I couldn t do it know more a assoshet live with me and my then a lady I really like from miniappoles.my splling 5th grade 6th grade reading ana at my hearing know one would comadate me too lay down 15min on hr.plus lay down on the hr to hr.even all the surgerys help but bone and cartlige has been taken from me and cortison don t work mybe for others but have had it all done to me I wonder if I glow at nite.so too pain clinics wont take me the frist one disgemated me for 19 days jail.I lived in north Dakota for 3 res got a divorce and I still talk too my bstep son he calls me and im still his dad he told me I was the only father figure he ever had.im sorry im takeing so long and your time dr.samule that is so nice of you too listen and wait while chiken peck.if I was well off I would get him of the rez.I have been jump and stuck in my belly.down too what I want info my back doc gone recommend pain meds too my primry.I wish the would get rid of the old kylie on paper and what I just wrote too you that took me going in 2 hrs my step son that s 19 would put lol.he trys too keep me hipe .I know you watch the news and the actor died rest in peace.thats what happens when cut off.from meds that doctors had you on.IM trying too find a long lasting medication too talk with my doctors.out in north Dakota at the end my 3 yrs living out there I was on methadone 40mg plus breack throw tramadol.frist time I heard it was out there.I read all my meds what they do but im tired of getting my old pass comeing and biting me in the ass.sorry for cussing.I hope this story of sum of my past help others or dos it stay between us.SO iv had it all and it takes the big meds too hanle my pain.iv heard of opana and tried bot I was comeing out hospital and at home.sorry my hands hurt I had carpet tunnel bad hands were going numb when it hit my right my step son took me too er.I was ok know stroke what I was worried abouutr.the doctors here in Oregon doctors are way better and more polite period.so my bad talk your off what do you think cause hes going too go with oxy cause been on methadone so long I cant feel there pain meds.2 meds took my pain away and I was in the after place they put you too get u under control after surgery.it was dalta and fentnal.I cuss because for once I was out of pain awake not knock out.ok that sums it up a little and I could have went with a few words.HOPE YOU RESPECT THIS....