Welcome to Health Care Magic. Thank you for posting your query.
I can understand your concern.
There is nothing to worry. Let me help you out.
First of all , the
HIV virus can be transmitted through parenteral route(through blood and blood products , injectable drug users) , sexual route or perinatally(from mother to baby). It is not transmitted by handshaking , hugging , touching door knobs or anything like that. So start doing them.
I guess you are having an obsession about HIV. DO NOT WORRY.
Start doing the things you fear . You will face difficulties initially but I am sure you will get over this once you start. Read up texts and literatures on HIV and
AIDS.
You must have done some
blood test like
ELISA which has come up as negative. Let me assure you that these days with proper ANTI RETROVIRAL THERAPY (ART) , HIV infection can be treated.
Stop brooding over this. Enjoy life.
Post any other question. We can help.
Have a nice day. Regards.