I have chronic ptsd and have had for 15 years, spent 7 years in hospitals as regressed to child and kept trying to kill myself, over that now but have night terrors and have stable times then something triggers me and I fall apart again I hate this disease no one in my family will recognise it they just think I do it myself , I don't it just happens, I cant work anymore as diagnosed totally permanently disabled, just want to talk to someone else who has it